butterflies_*

2005-09-27T08:14:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHH
i m so stressed up now .
all the tchers are givin out past year papers like its free .
and all the chi compo is drivin me nuts alrdy ..
gen zu bao zhang bao dao ... bla bla bla ..
i can memorise it alrdy . -.-
everyday gt so much hw to do ;
dont even have time to revise .
and exams are startin this fri .
how great .
givin us all these papers durin the time when we need to revise through everything .
fri is ss and eng paper 1 .
still left with amaths 2003 paper and common test 1 and 2 paper to do .
maybe gotta finish by tmr .
the next two weeks is gonna be a hectic week .
practically missed my afternoon nap everyday .
hai !
i m lack of slp !
pimples comin out alrdy . @.@
10 oct and i m free to take a break !
yes ...
gotta go study ss alrdy .
yawns ..

2005-09-07T11:07:00.000-07:00

bro's going in soon .
for ns .

dere's only one advantage ;
or maybe two ?
first one is i will have a quieter environment when i study .
the other one is 'cos bro's tradin in his handfone soon .
which means i get to use it !
yeahhhhhhhh
*BIG smiley*

disadvantages
no more company !
esp when i mug in the late hours . ):
no one to make son son dance with me ? ):
nt here for me to argue with him .
mom and dad will be worried .
etc ..

cant seem to list it all out .
but i know der are many more .

dere seems like dere is more advantages 'cos it is of a bigger paragraph .
but i m sure gonna miss my bro badly .

i know yu will be like "i wun miss my bro when he leaves for ns" right .
haha .
wait till its yur bro's turn and yu shall see . (:
yu will definitely feel more lonely .
esp when someone whom yu had spend everyday with since the day yu are born is nt ard suddenly .

its alrdy 2.17 !
ken still doin his dnt port folio .
with some other peeps .
he told me he wun be going home tonight .
gotta finish it by today which is the 8 .
find that our life is nt evenly balanced ?
as in a student's life .
stress and stuff .
all the bundles of knowledge chucked into our head overnight .
short deadlines .
i hate this .
lots of stuff to do but so little time .

bored .
nth to do .
maybe slpin soon .

bored ?
i accompany yu ?

yu doin dnt .
how to accompany ?

can .

nvm larh .
yu go do your dnt bah .
dun multi-task .
now i neck stiff .
need to go sleep . nites ! (:

pig !! msg me when yu wake up yah . goodnite . =)

2005-09-02T10:46:00.000-07:00

we've been going round and round all the time .
always reachin the same point
over and over again .
why cant we just stop ;
i really wish to .
hope to .
all yur constant hintin are drivin me crazy .
just say it out loud .
once and for all .
i do not wish to drag .
nor play this game .
anymore .

2005-08-27T21:07:00.000-07:00

kind of pissed off by him .

no matter how i say he jus dun understand .

he jus keep forcin and forcin .

if he continue to force me .

maybe we cant even be friends .

his stickyness is too much for me to stand .

i cant take it .

and we obviously cant get along .

all those awkward silence .

always fan-ing me .

i simply hate all this .

what can i do to make all this stop .

tell him that its bcos of 52 ?

i tink it will be worse .

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2005-08-27T01:25:00.000-07:00

Quill - tears shed

was watchin this show last nyte .
bought the vcd last sunday .
a real touchin show .
about this dog .
his story .

its a real life story .

since he was born till the day he died .

a total of fifteen years .

it is a must watch .
i was cryin throughout .
was really touched by the way how dogs can truely become human's best friend .
they dun expect much in return and are always der when u need them .

i want to own a dog next time when i grow up .
definitely . (:

2005-08-25T07:45:00.000-07:00

first and for most !

wishin my deariee a happy birthday in advance !! (:

yu`ve always been the one by my side.

coverin up for me in front of my mom .

and me helpin yu to cover up when yur mom asks me to fish something out from yu .

sharin secrets and stayin up late at nyte for out chit-chattin sessions .

all the happy times we had since we were young .

our trip to thailand together .

in the aeroplane i kept munchin on sweets and yu laughed at me .

the black cat ~

me leavin yu in the lift with the luagge when yu tot i would press the door button for yu .

even waved while the door was closin .

lol ..

the POOH SONG !

discussin bout the future ?

livin together next time while we are of the right age .

i will nv forget .

all that yu`ve given .

yu were like an older sis to me .

as well as a great cousin .

always takin care of me .

yu played ur role well .

and now is the time that u grow older !

happy birthday and best wishes to yu , my dear girl . (:

yu rawk .

2005-08-19T07:32:00.000-07:00

and i get irritated when ppl say that weilian jus get sympathy votes .

i m not a big fan of weilian or wad .

but i seriously think that its wrong for ppl to judge him jus becos he is not as lucky as all of us to be normal .

as if he wanted to be like that

who would choose to be

who says that bein handicap means u cant be a superstar .

think about it larh .

do u tink sympathy votes will really let him win this ?

there is always big difference in the amt of votes

even if some are sympathy votes ,

do u think it can brin him this far through the competition jus by sympathy ?

so wad if he cant really move ard on stage .

at least he put in effort to add in actions ,

walk ard .

even though he is afraid that he might face the wrong direction

i dun tink he is deprive from winnin this competition jus becos he is handicap .

he has put in effort .

thats wad is most impt .

aint it ?

2005-08-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

i really feel like going shoppin tmr .

everybody cant make it .

sighs

i m startin to get irritated by him .

come on larh .

get a life .

nt everything is about ur gf .

if u irritate me again

u better watch it .

i m sick of all ur freakin words .

get lost

tmr is cip .

bored .

i cant get my slp .

bombarded by all the dumb homework .

cant the tchers jus spare us .

every week homework homework homework .

nt everything is about homework larh .

jus spare us and let us be free for once .

i seriously hate all this .

get out of my sight . i mean it

2005-08-14T03:20:00.000-07:00

dreads

gotta go to sch again tmr ! ):

but holiday is jux one more week away !

shoppin ! :D

this tot is enuff to cover up the tot of sch .

going to sch is nt a bad idea after all .

yu get wad i mean .

haha .

dunno wad or who i wanna see also . -.-

hmm .

homework left undone .

cant get myself to do it .

pw's got a stead .

she's gotta divide her time le .

wonder if its good or bad .

good is cos i get to come home and slp when she is with him .

bad is cos i would be alone when she is with him ?

hmm ..

sometimes i wonder .

if 52 or 44 is better ?

which one i feel more comfortable with ?

sometimes 44 gets on my nerve .

i dunno why .

i hate mushy stuff .

but 52 .

we get to laugh at each other .

makin fun .

can feel that we are both comfortable ard each other .

and it seems like he and my cello senior talks about me often too .

that day out of no where .

he told me he and another girl had nothing going on .

why would he tell me this suddenly ?

and all those weird questions .

but a part of me still feels that he have a little feelings for her ?

i duno .

the first person that i always tink of when some thing happens is 44 .

how ?!

told them i m not into bgr and stuff yet .

jus wan to concentrate on my studies now .

and i know both of them wanna concentrate on their big o's too .